Dear Readers,

I am at the time of writing 21 years old, and as of 1 month ago I was a ‘gold star’ lesbian (For those of you who don’t know this means that I’d never been with a man).

You might be wondering why I am no longer a gold star lesbian and this is my account of how that came to be.

A male friend of mine Stephen is a Dom who has been on a fetish website and on there he came across a lovely gentleman named John who was looking for a submissive female to be his.
My friend began chatting to John about me, unbeknownst to me of course. Stephen told John all about me, what I was into, what my fantasies were etc.

Then a few days later Stephen came to me and told me that he had been chatting to John about me, at first I was both intrigued about John and furious that he had spilled all of my secrets.

Stephen gave me John’s number and told me to text him and at least see what he had to say for himself. I toyed with the idea – I had never been with a man before but what Stephen knew is that I had deep, dark fantasies of being controlled by a man, despite my obvious sexuality choices.

A few days went by and my curiosity got the better of me. I text John, told him that it was me and just simply asked how he was.

We got chatting and as he knew what I was into the conversations quickly escalated from just general chat to him telling me what he was into and what he wanted, which was a 24/7 submissive female to serve him. I told him that while I was intrigued by that way of life I did like girls and I wouldn’t want to give that up.

He thoroughly understood that and even applauded it, stating that if we were to go any further then he would let me play with girls the majority of the time but of course he would be the only man I would be allowed to be with.

I agreed at those terms, excited that I would still be allowed to have girls over to play with and he wouldn’t interfere with that side of me.

We talked thoroughly and at great lengths about what he would expect of me, what rules I would have to follow and how to obey his commands. I agreed and said that I would like to try it, but online at first.

Over the coming weeks he gave me little tasks to do, less about showing him a picture and more about getting me in the mindset of a sub. He told me what to wear, what time to get up and laid out specific plans for how I should play. (This will all be explained in my next post)

I did as I was told and it felt so great to give myself up to someone and also very very sexy that I was doing all of those things for someone.


I will leave this post here and explain next time how John made me get into the mindset of a sub.

Know that over the coming posts and throughout this entire journal I will tell you my journey. I hope you enjoy reading, and if you have any questions then please don’t hesitate to leave me a comment or get in touch (I’ll post social links soon)


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